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Sunday, May 17, 2015

The Pact and Peeing Out Cum

I have promised myself to reserve my cum when the right person comes. Silly, right? So how will I know if I have found him (or her)? Beats me...

Anyway, I have been abstaining from cumming for months now. It's not easy especially that I regularly update my video bookmarks on MyVidster. I obviously need to watch the porn video before I add them to my collection. It's like buying and hoarding the things you like without having to use them.


Because of this I have been experiencing this weird thing in my body. I pee out two squirts of thick semen. This happens seconds after I finish urinating. I feel like peeing then there goes out semen one followed by semen two. It just comes out like pee without my penis getting hard. This randomly happens two to three times a week. This has never happened to me. It only started when I abstained and watched porn. And I thought semen goes back to its origin even with all the build up (according to the internet). 

My research on this matter has scared me: inflamed prostate. It has even advised me to see a Proctologist. I highly believe that that's not my case. I did a self-assessment on my prostate and it seems fine, contrary to my fear of it being inflamed.

Wait a minute, I'm unconsciously doing the steps on How to have nocturnal emission! I do hope that with my patience I will find the right one for me... and have a nocturnal emission.

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